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Oh vishnu, my saviour




O Vishnu, my Great Preserver!
Are you protecting this humble devotee of yours?
Is this roof going to fall on my head? Or will you save me?
Are you going to open the gates of your garden for me,
And let this crazy girl smell heavenly perfumes from the flowers which grow under your Feet?
Are you the Higher realm of this illusion?
Are you true?
Are you just a hallucination of my silly mind?
Is the sky like your skin,
And changing depending of your mood?
You, who hold the Divine Conch,
Do you create the buzzing sound that I hear in my ears night & day?
Are you the protector dear Lord?
What would be my karma without your presence in my heart?
Clean this heart of the biggest mistakes I did,
And replace them by the white lotus between your Toes.
Or are you going to cut my throat with your chakra and throw my head in the underworld?
Am I the devotee you are expecting from me?
If I'm not the one who I'm not supposed to be,
you can save me with your bearer, Garuda,
Or let your wife Lakshmi shower on me abundance and blessings on the path of services,
And let me worship your divinly, adorable Holy Feet.
~Your humble, unperfect devotee